NewHex

Why was I born like this? Why are my features so masculine? Why I can't grow my hair long? Why I shouldn't play with the other girls? How did my voice get rusty like this? How did my face turn into this caveman portrait? How did I get taller all of a sudden? How did I live years in a cage, pretending I was a boy? I'm a girl. I'm determined. Yet I'm a lot scared. I'm shaking and I'm crying. I'm bursting. Depression and Dysphoria all the time... ...alligned with a wish to be desired, to be loved... I don't know what to do. I'm desperate.

A diamond like you will never stop to shine. Your legacy will be passed on, so you can rest in peace. You left everyone without saying a word. No one believed you were already gone. But you came into my dreams, leaving me a souvenir, like any typical grandma. You wished me good luck. It seemed we had no connection at all. But I wanted to see you for one last time. To wish you one happy afterlife, a safe journey at your Stairway to Heaven. I was confused. I wanted to show you my true feelings, my real soul, my sincerest goodbye. Free from any personal interest. Your Pink Panther will stay unbreakable. Grandma... Farewell.

Because it is the only thing that will give you strenght to move on and move over any disaster on your life. You may overcome all your enemies, you will surpass anyone who put you down, who looked down at you. You'll be able to blow away any obstacles. And just be proud to be yourself. Holding all of your own qualities, virtues, flaws, mistakes... Carrying on your own story, because you're the only one who can write it and decide by yourself which way you'll go for the rest of your life. Don't be afraid of taking risks. Bet on it. Let yourself be able to feel and to care. Put some life into your guts. Let pride be your gas, and don't min